mm gurl wear clothes that r comfortable, "weight redistributing" sounds like "squeezes like fuck" - how the fuk r u supposed to feel good about yr body if wearin squeezy clothes? ur kawaii
it is very squeezy, but its for cosplay to flatten myself
actually most things i do to myself re: weight are for cosplay, and I’m aware it’s extremely toxic thinking for me, and I am trying to find the balance between staying reasonable for the character and staying reasonable for me
TW: Uhhh… Body Image, Anorexia coming up
I’m 5’7”, my first con was Otakon, and all I knew about cosplay was that people judged you if you were fat. At otakon I was 125 pounds
Currently I’m at 145, and while I know it’s not unhealthy i still feel awful about myself, but getting myself to 125 is incredibly painful for me, and i’ve managed to get down there twice, at the cost of my health and for losing energy and my diner after the con because my body can’t handle food then.
So, as a more healthy route I’ve decided to buy clothing that flattens me out instead, see?
yeah like i have a good friend that is like… SUPER INTO the my little pony fandom on reddit and stuff and he’s a really good dude and all the people he knows are good dudes there’s just awful people everywhere you know
my roommate is a pony
a literal pony
actually no but she cosplays pinkie pie and owns 57 my little pony figures